Category Archives: Autumn

Two Maple Leaves in Pond, Water Weeds, Sky and Foliage Reflections, VT, 2010

two maple leaves in pond, water weeds, foliage and sky reflections

I’ve been thinking about the relationship between meditation practice and photography lately, as I’ve worked with fall colors and water. (This image is from a few years ago, and it was about time to publish it).

I’ve practiced meditation a lot, and this “modern” phase of my photography very much coincides with the period in my life (since 2003) that has been most committed to sitting meditation practice, which is now very regular and taking up some hours of each day. Of course the practice has great influence on my life, on everything I do; and, it seems, especially on photography.

I think that in spite of several rewrites of my meditation in photography page, I haven’t articulated it very well, and maybe I can advance some clarity now (and I may rewrite that meditation page once again.”

I’ve recently realized, or realized more deeply, some things that photography and meditation practice have in common.

1) You work with what you’ve got, and nothing else.

In photography, we only have what is in front of the lens at any given moment. We can work to change circumstance, to catalyze causes and conditions to create a photograph we want (in some cases by using one’s own lighting, props, etc, or in my case by being in a light or environment that might provide opportunities for an image I might want). Just so in meditation: we learn to work with our experience, the actual only experience that we have in the moment. There is nothing else. Obviously in both photography and in the mind we could “post-process,” gussy things up and fabricate after the fact. But at some point that becomes a departure from both real photography and actual meditation. We work with what we have, in both cases. Through that process we become more familiar with reality. We learn to see better and cut through the conceptual thinking that gets in the way of real seeing.

2) You patiently await whatever arises.

The great meditation master Ajahn Chah once gave the following meditation instructions:
“Put a chair in the middle of a room.
Sit in the chair.
See who comes to visit.”

And of course he’s not expecting a real person to show up. But certainly something will show up.

And it’s the same with a camera and lens. The image from this week, and many more I’ve made, have really been made with this principle. For example this image is made from a certain corner of our little backyard pond. When I have some time, at this time of year when the trees are turning, I go there. I don’t know how it will look, only that there is some chance there may be foliage and sky reflections, and leaves, etc. But the light, the breeze, the state of the trees and clouds — I don’t know what they’ll be like. And they won’t be the same from minute to minute.

This print is for sale here.

Foliage Reflections with light breeze, Hartland, September 2013

foliage reflections vermont autumn

People sometimes ask if I “photoshop” my images much. I was just asked that the other day.

So, two answers:

1) a fine art photograph is not (usually) something you just click on an iPhone, just as in the past a fine art photograph wasn’t just clicked on an instamatic or a point and shoot. I always talk about how a photograph is something that needs to stand on its own, apart from whatever “reality” may have been reflected in the exposure. As such, it might be developed as any photo will need some burning and dodging, finding the right contrast and color balance, tonality, etc.

I like to tell the story of studying with John Sexton at the Maine Photographic Workshop in 1982. He brought in a series of Ansel Adams prints — he was working as Ansel’s assistant at that time. The prints were a straight print through a series of work prints, and the final print. There was pencil writing and drawing on the back of the prints, a practice I came to follow in my darkroom years — drawing showing the burning and dodging sequence, writing about the exposure and chemistry details. Ansel Adams’ straight print in this case was “a good shot,” but really it was pretty dull. It wasn’t until he burned the sky to darken it, dodged areas, played with the chemistry and paper grades, that it really began to sing. Essentially, he worked the overall tonalities and masterfully worked on local tonalities until the whole thing worked together. Ansel used to say that the negative was like the score in a piece of music, and the print was the performance. His performances varied over the years; he changed the style of his printing so that some of his more famous works, such as “Moonrise, Hernedeze, New Mexico” changed to some degree over the years he printed them.

Though of course I had been dodging and burning in the darkroom before that, at that point, in 1982, I started working on prints to really “perform” them, and I still do it now, even though the “darkroom” is “Lightroom,” (and photoshop, and other software sometimes). But I still consider myself a “straight” photographer.

My digital camera files always start out as “raw” files, which is the raw camera data. With the raw file comes an interpretation of how the camera and the software thinks it should look. That’s an initial, rough interpretation of the data. It’s up to me as an artist to refine the interpretation. This is also true of course when I’m working with a scan of a negative or transparency from my film days. Interpretation.

2) As crazy as it sounds, my photos actually reflect what I see, and even what the camera sees. I see the world this way. Don’t tell anyone though, or they will lock me up.

The photo above was exposed in my backyard a couple of days ago. I went out with my cameras, the reflections of the maple trees across the field filtered through the birches on the edge of the pond had caught my eye. I was going for the way the still water looked, but the breeze cam up briefly. I made this exposure for the heck of it, though it wasn’t really why I had come down there. But looking at it afterwards I was kind of blown away by it. The distortion on the water was pretty cool, and my straight-up reflections were rather more boring by comparison.

I did in fact tweak the  contrast a tiny bit over the image, and I “dodged” some of the orange areas to brighten them. But the differences are so subtle I think it might be hard to notice unless you were looking pretty seriously and going from one image to the other. And in fact for this image, though I was tempted to work on it, I held back with some restraint, because the straight image already is so outrageous.

Four Water Striders, Maple Leaves, Autumn, 2007

(Editing on 6/3/2013) I’m going back through these blog entries and adding links to prints that are now for sale, and it seems there was no writing with this entry. Maybe it got lost?

Anyway, this is a different selection from a series of images I made in 2007 — a different selection, and also I think a better interpretation of the image. When I posted this in 2012 I was inspired to go back through those images and reinterpret the files (a bit brighter than I had before) and also maybe to pick a few of them out. They are tagged, selected: on the to-do list.

This print is for sale here.

Frozen Dewdrop, Frost, Gold Maple Leaf, 2008

Frozen Dewdrop, Frost, Gold Maple Leaf

I’ve been intending to post this since the leaves were just falling, and I almost got distracted by newer and more timely images now. But I think this is good.

I’m glad to still be spry enough to get down on the ground, even when the ground is freezing. This good old lens, a 60 mm Nikkor Micro, has been a real workhorse, and I’ve come to really love it. It’s been really good to get close to stuff. However I may be moving on, and I’m certainly moving on from that copy of the lens, which I’ve given away. It’ll be interesting to try the new (used) update, a 105mm Nikkor Micro. I’m a little worried that the longer lens will be harder to get as close to subjects. I may end up replacing that old 60mm Micro lens.

I’ve been really shaking things up lately: new (used) camera, and now a handful of new used lenses. I’ve also been studying the lens characteristics closely. I’ve got some good new images from working with the new things, and a large project in the works. I think this will be an exciting space in coming days and weeks — and then again a good burst after some work in March or so. Stay tuned!

This print is for sale here.

Snowy Fall Cattails, Vermont, 2011

I’ve been meaning to post this for a good while, probably over a year. This is only the second cattail-featuring photo I’ve published, despite some lifetime affinity for the plant.

When I was a kid I had a thing for cattails, because they were where the frogs and turtles were. They were exotic plants, somehow eradicated from the suburbs where I lived. If I saw them through the car window, I wanted out of the car, right then, and to run to that spot.

Later, I came to see beauty in the rhythmic semi-chaos and lyrical arcs and juts and dips of them. Now that I have a patch of them in a little pond, I sometimes pull them out so they don’t spread too much and fill the pond, as they will. Still, lucky to have some, and certainly lucky to have a pond.

We just got a bit of snow late last week, quickly gone; it’s been unusually mild again this early winter here in Vermont. No snow on the green cattails this year. Despite the mildness, it is December, and the still-got-some-chance vibrance is gone from the leaves.

On a morning like the one this exposure was made, I might dash out with one camera, or load up with as much gear as I can carry. In this case I had both the DSLR and the compact camera. Though the compact “isn’t as good” as the bigger camera, sometimes that is the device that really nails it. On this morning I’ve got several more good exposures, and many of them are from the compact. This image was from a really good morning with the camera. I really need to work on some more of these!

This print is no longer on the site, but let me know if you’d like to buy a print.

Hillside Apple Orchard- Pink, Gold, and Mist VT 2012

Hillside Apple Orchard- Pink, Gold, and Mist Hartland VT 2012

Finally, an image from the new camera. Of course, now it’s extra heart breaking to post a relatively low-res screen image, when there is even more detail and clarity than I’ve ever had in my images. The pink area behind and between the trees is really distinct bits of red. It’s actually a lot of poison ivy.

I like the space and tension between these two trees. This is actually a cropped version of a larger panorama which shows more of the apple trees and the open space downhill, to the left. But this crop does some of the things you might find in many of my compositions: textured space with tension pulling at the edges.

To the right there is a sliver of a crop of the 1:1 full-resolution image, just a bit of the right corner between those trees.

Yellow Windfall Apple in New Snow, 2011

This is my fourth in what is turning out to be a series that might be called, “Looking down at the ground, just around 32 degrees farenheit.”

Though I’m piling up a lot of images I want to post, somehow this fits into the series. Also, my wife has said, “ooh, what’s that?!” (in the good way) as this image has been on the screen.

This is by our little pond, a couple of decent-but-neglected gnarly old apple trees with some hardwoods and softwoods growing up around them too close. Quite a few of the apples fall into the pond, and the painted turtles actually manage to bite chunks out of them there. I’ve only seen the evidence of the bites, never the actual apple-bobbing turtle-comic event.

One of the images in the piled-up and ready to go also fits into this series, so let’s see if I can keep it going for 5 before I get distracted.

Leek, Frost, Black and White 2010

Leek and Frost

This photo isn’t a prize iPad lock screen image or home screen image, which was a roll I was on last week, but I did find it while flicking through a catalog on the iPad. It struck me, strikes me, to be very much of the lineage of large format based silver prints I used to make in the darkroom in the early 80s. This looks a lot like an 8 X 10 I might pull out of one of my archival boxes of silver prints I made in the darkroom. It’s kind of surprising it came from a digital camera.

The good gray tones, textures, a wild composition with strong lines — it has all the stuff I used to try to do. I’m not positive I like it, but I think I do. I know I’m not the same person who made those other photos back then with the big film camera, but there is some echo, some thread. Very mysterious.

This photo is no longer on the site as for sale, but email me if you’d like to buy a print.

Beat up Shade and Sunflower, 1981

Beat up Shade and Sunflower
As the last post featured a sunflower facing west, this sunflower actually was facing west as well.
In 1981 I was young and skinny and wondering what to do and nursing a recent heartbreak, a year out of four years of college, wanting to be a photographer. I was working hard at that, trying to hold onto something. Funny to try to hold onto Photography as the one solid thing in my life — like grasping moonbeams and falling snowflakes. Funny now, but So Serious then. I lived in a shoddy apartment, but with good hearted people. My life was quite full of open hearted friends, and we had an amazing garden. I worked enough to buy food, sheet film and paper and spent the rest of the time with the camera or in the darkroom. I washed a lot of silver down the drain, and crystalized a lot of it onto film and paper too.
I scanned this film today, and also found silver prints of this image in archival boxes. I will print it a bit better now than I was able to in the old days.

This print is for sale here.

Sunflower Facing West, November 2010

Sunflower and ice

I’ve been thinking of scanning and posting an old favorite of mine. I’d have to find and scan some 4×4 film, not such a big deal. And I want to do that anyway. But then I got caught up in looking at more recent images, and this very much reminds me of that other one.

This is from the same ice storm as that other image I posted, the stump and weeds.

I’ll try to post that old favorite one next week. It hasn’t been online since the 90s, and I can get a much better scan of it now.

This print is for sale here.